I Am Sun Girl

by Julianne Mason

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1.
You got another woman She's like a professor I don't give a shit about professors Because I am Sun Girl All rays kissing me everyday You looked me in the eye And said, girl, the way you feel about me Is not the way I feel Sorry, I'm just trying to be real But I am Sun Girl Got off that business class section of the airplane Ran straight into the arms of the prairie It embraced me like a lover Conversation unnecessary In my dream I was old I didn't wanna die I was looking for you So much fear inside But then I realized That I am Sun Girl First thing in the morning Last thing in the evening
2.
You two faced motherfucker What have you done? You wanted to just take a walk But you killed everyone Your coat is black so is your hat How you going to get out of an outfit like that? You two faced motherfucker You don't even know You told me you were the son of the devil You don't have to convince me of anything you say I know and I know and I know and I know that you know Your coat is black so is your hat How you going to get out of an outfit like that? And I'm so nauseous when I think about where you used to fit Might have to do a little killing myself come to think of it Your coat is black so is your hat How you going to get out of an outfit like that? Your coat is blue but your hat is black It's scary to see a crazy man's sanity
3.
Aries 05:07
At first glance there is no other No effort needed nothing to uncover But then coming out of the ground Lines and spirals reach and wrap around But that's just the effect What happens to the light when it approaches death She does not know yet You are the impulse and the action You are the gut the ground's your traction Fuck them all What's their reaction? It occurs after you leave You are the impulse now let them grieve Back on sight is the demand The vein grips and tells the hand That frozen in the mind Is the rush of constantly freeing just in time Never before and never again Everything that's been has been wiped from her chin Expertly cleared and clearing to win She is the course and the source of the break On the skirt of the change the sensation of fate You are the impulse and the action You are the gut the ground's your traction Fuck them all What's their reaction? It occurs after you leave You are the impulse now let them grieve
4.
Taurus 04:40
Come to me full of muscle, full of cum, full of subtle Change and depth Full of spoils I have not reaped the benefits of yet Plenty of people have made love before But I've curated these coins outside my door And if you wanna be the one to ride the prize Clean and dress my bloody sides Come to me full of muscle, full of cum, full of subtle Change and depth Full of spoils I have not reaped the benefits of yet Plenty of people have made love before But I've curated these coins outside my door And if you wanna be the one to ride the prize Clean and dress my bloody sides If pain is an illusion, if touch is an illusion, if love is an illusion, a sensual illusion, then this cape is an illusion, your fork is an illusion, my horse is an illusion, this dinner is an illusion Ghost of me talk to me I know you're enlightening but your cape is in my bowl
5.
Underneath of my prayers There's a little fine line You could give me yours But I can't tell you mine I did away with my sins So I could live forever I'd keep my soul to myself tucked tight in my pants but it's balmy weather I'm a bad bad girl I'm rough on my feet But I'm soft in my chest Regarding the future I'm headed there next I laid on my stomach With a fist on my brain God said, "Julianne, come and find me" I couldn't resist so I said, "okay" I'm a bad bad girl I know my planets I've studied my fate I'm like a scholar at home with my kids Give me the gods, God, cause I've already let myself in I am the sun Got another one too It's buried deep in my heart except though I left some out for you How would I know? Who would I be? Without a hole to crawl home to, Julianne, your cool suede jacket starts to feel kinda lonely I'm a bad bad girl
6.
Saw your face And then I didn't see it again for 3 months time And in that time And in that time I was on the street some I was in my house some I was on the subway platform or goin for a run I didn't have an airplane or a call to make or an interest in a conversation to fake There was a spring feeling in the air And you were way across the line over there I didn't know what I had I think I remember that And the clouds rolled up in the heavens like from on a scale of 1 to 10 that time back then was an 11 It could last It could last What's in the past is not the past It's alive I touch myself with it all the time Baby please, baby please I was on the street some I was in my house some I was on a subway platform or goin for a run I didn't have an airplane or a call to make or an interest in a conversation to fake
7.
Get it on a plane Like your were my dad Complicate my game Best stuff I ever had Best stuff I ever had Just like it how you'd fuck me But I don't wanna tell you I'm keeping it a secret You just do what you wanna do No I don't wanna tell you I don't wanna say What is on your mind I kinda like your place I kinda like your place I need to rain myself All over This ground is dry It didn't take much courage Just a little flexing of my muscle Writing stupid songs Without a lot of feeling These guys love running it into the ground I'm just staring at the ceiling I get so nervous I don't believe myself I wanna push in a direction As if all that could help I need to rain myself All over This ground is dry It didn't take much courage Need to take some time Go and take a walk Maybe stay inside Replace my flower pots Need to hold you close Kiss you on your lips You could put it in a song Or you could But I need to rain myself All over This ground is dry It didn't take much courage
8.
Saturn 08:21
9.
How can they do it? Doesn't the sun miss me? Don't the birds miss me? The constellations when they are hovering way over in the lower part of the sky Don't they miss the big full arc they make over me Why leave when I can see? You should tell your fellow werewolf that he is not the sun and you are not the earth But who witnesses it elsewhere? I'll be they don't care like I care Oh can't they tell the difference in their audience? If when the blue bird returns I thaw if when the sun returns I cry If when the stars change my fingertips open up and out shoot the fireworks of my heart Why do they leave? Is my love not enough? My gratitude expressed in my performance in my response in my endurance what I am able to feel Need you leave and take it all from me? You should tell your fellow werewolf that he is not the sun and you are not the earth But you don't suffer like I do do you? You seem so constant so purposeful so measured so stately so controlled so resigned And yet you pour out your warmth onto the entire surface of my being and I am warmed And awakened I let out my love I let oxygen escape I let it go free I let it rush to you And skate all over my skin Don't we dance? Is this not a dance? I caress my foundation I caress my everything before you beneath you In the feel of you are you here do you need my movement too? Don't you live to see me writhe and come to life? You should tell your fellow werewolf that he is not the sun and you are not the earth But what if I didn't? You come and go like a pendulum Dependably Removed It is not you! It cannot be you! You are an uneven form if you are at all So where does your light go when the sun goes where does your warmth go? I turn away Dependably Reflexively Nearly in my sleep I roll over into the dark No, it is not me! My form is uneven if it is at all! Our forms are Roving roving roving roving I want to tell my fellow werewolf that he is not the sun and I am not the earth! So it is not you who leaves, it's not me who turns away We are uneven forms! Restless forms! Responsive forms! Reactive forms! Contactive forms! Let's find each other!
10.
There's a lot of layers between you and me and my moon But I'm sensitive to my surroundings So don't walk away too soon Got a tough exterior Can't seem to crack it myself So I keep an assistant up on the high shelf Got a lot of old friends now I can get nostalgic for them Anyway, okay, anyhow Airplanes Airports Strangers rapport A solo man on the move On his worst day Only a little blue But man you're not like me The sky the birds the grass the trees You've got a level head with a violent bent You've seen things I've never dreamnt Cut yourself free Come roam, I mean, what's stopping you really Man I got a few responsibilities too But I don't wanna go there You know I admire what you do Airplanes Airports Strangers rapport A solo man on the move On his worst day Only a little blue

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released June 19, 2017

All songs written and arranged by Julianne mason
Album produced by Andrew Parsegian
Recorded by Andrew Tomassi at Bedford Studios

Lead vocals and piano: Julianne Mason
Backup vocals: Liz Coonan and Zoe Wickham
Saxophone: Taylor Field
Bass: Carlo Valte
Drums: Shannon Minor

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