We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Part One, The Fire

by Julianne Mason

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
CONQUER 06:55
CONQUER Maybe I would have had your children Maybe that would have been kinda good for me Maybe I have an empty stomach  Maybe I can't fill it with anything Oh, I'm some kind of lonely pilgrim now And I can't dream Because if I do, I'll drown in this Right where I can see Fall on me now that I am home Lay me down in this new thing that I have found Let me be the quintessential girl of this town And will that bring you my love And will you revel in its sound We would have made a fabulous team You were the house and I was the little running stream Oh to dream of you is to dream in green And I never needed replenishing I have an enduring source A natural spring Fall on me now that I am won Lay me down in your arms and I'll be your sun Don't let my fixation shake your confidence before we are done You need a fire and I am the one Mine is the only fire It is the oldest fire It can burn higher and higher and higher
2.
BLEED 03:14
BLEED The night is calling But you've drawn the shades Just when I thought I had it made The night is burning As it closes in Lord, my heart melts Just to solidify again So I am wax And I need a flame  Just to be myself  Just to change And tomorrow in what shape will I be? Not even close to the one I was when you first found me Oh, everything I'm offering should be let out in the rain Back on the streets where nothing has changed And all that can be gone now and gone is my name Oh, everything I'm offering should be let out in the The night is tasteless And unashamed That's why I'm wrecked  That's why I cave The night is on fire And in front of me That's why I'm melting And weak in the knees So I'll be a book That no one closed And before I burn God, let me be exposed And tomorrow in what shape will I be? Not even close to the one I was when you first found me Oh everything I'm offering has been set out in the rain Just know that it's there can cool my mind between the flames And I love the rain and you the the rain and Everything I'm offering Oh everything I'm offering has been let out in the rain Back on the streets where I can see you again
3.
HEAL 05:52
HEAL When you're out doing stuff  Healing hearts making cuts Take my legs make them break Feel my heart  Suck it's strength  Tell me about the best thing that I ate And on my lower back recreate  That magic marking that little ache Go ahead, Doctor, cut me open I can't wait When you can't decide what to take, Doctor Take it all When you can't decide slip the scalpel inside And let the tissue fall I want it all Nobody's that crazy Everybody's crazy Don't be crazy Show them you're crazy There should be a thousand others like me But fuck he Fuck she There is an I There is a we That's the only reconciling there needs to be I  We Fuck Me
4.
CRY 04:18
CRY Am I a crab? Am I your twin? I can feel where you begin And by the time we get to where we can create Will it be with your face in my face? Cause it's a jungle and we are lions Top predators, cryin Yes, I am crying And my tears could fill the earth Make love  Give birth Am I a fish with a twin? Am I my own blind companion? And because I can't hold onto air I set myself on fire everywhere Yes in the sky and on the ground The earth hurts when I'm around Yes, I am crying And my tears could fill the earth Long, heavy, hard rain On a burn Oh, goddamn I don't want my bed to be all made Well then, be brave be brave be brave
5.
BEG 06:41
BEG Rickety black broken boards empty pews and colored robes I'm in a church alone And you won't call on me Oh, how this tested heart is ready Not drowning but wanting you here with me Oh, how this tested heart isn't torn Just worn on my sleeve Thought I was ready Just call out to me Thought I was strong But I'm defeated all along Tell me, is there a better soldier Than one who returns after so long Then one who can face your face Even after she is wrong But I'm not gone Can't you see? Be wise Just ask me Maybe I could cry Maybe I could fly Maybe I could let it out and come down Could I be that black dove? Can I wipe clean my black heart with love? Oh, I feel ready Won't you call out to me? Running from the middle of the country Straight to sea Am I alive when you great me? Of all the little rivers running wildly Would you, could you, swim in mine nightly? Headed toward the mellow easy waves of a black sea Oh, this old ocean of a womb I carry with me Where you first found me Well, in this black bottomless hole of a beginning Well I believe that much was true Maybe I could fly Maybe I could cry Maybe I could let it out and come down
6.
FLOAT 06:01
FLOAT The last time I laid on the floor There was more More ocean Impossible  Not the direction this is going Midnight Anchored in moon glow Surface, vapor hold You back home Hung out on my drying rack The last time I laid on the floor There was more More ocean Impossible  Not the direction this is going
7.
DESIRE 05:21
DESIRE And she can take the time to watch every hole be made And she can hold onto you while your heart goes up in flames And she can take the time And won't call out your name While it burns its red letters deep into my brain And if you want it It's there for you to have And if you want it I'll throw in the other half For the price of just one, you get two back Cause she can take the time To memorize your face But for me, when I see you, my eyes and mind are all over the place Wanted to sit down and hold you still in my space But she can take the time to excommunicate She's got me covered too Won't let me escape But if you want it It's there for you to take Woke up with your head in my chest and permanized the ache Your head stuck between my lungs How long will you make me wait Your head in my restless legs Asleep or awake If you want it Come and kiss me even when it's too late Don't you want it Cause it's here for you to take If you want it Then watch me seperate Cause when your eyes find me my whole life's one big earthquake  These tents will will fold in on themselves But you and I, you and I If you If you want it
8.
BURN 08:16
Burn Red girl, Red world Kiss the air just to make it curl I just want to be next to you I just want to be near you When you slice the air in two with your dagger flame Me down here at the edge of your aim Me wet with dew Just sitting, shaking cold near you This could be love Let this be love I could not take you or touch you if I wanted to Scorpion hue but no water for you You're hot on the inside Goddamn you  Consume his blues Heat my blackness too This could be love Let this be love All my death, my hole where my soft green carpeting grew Thin, soft hair that would slither around you Pull tight Her light is not yours, I have you Fire unwound you Wounded you too This could be love Let this be love Back underground what grew is grey now Scatter me Scatter that Took your fingers of fire To bring me back to ash This could be love Let this be love And now you'll carry me I can fly Oh my god, is this you? Oh my god, it's all he ever knew Height, real height And now I know She burns for you She burns when you move This could be love Let this be love
9.
VIRGIN I don't have any water for you Blood stains make me blue Like a soldier in the desert  Concentration outgrew Your small sweaty shirt Be a girl Be a girl Oh, say it That cool, clean water is mine I've got it runnin out my eyes Comin from the inside I can't be the water bearer for you My own heart is blue And you're like a soldier who is thirsty And your concentration outgrew Oh, me I've got water for you Just for you Oh, maybe I've got water for you Be a girl Be a girl Oh, say it That cool, clean water is mine I've got it comin out my eyes I've got it runnin out my eyes It's comin from the inside And the next time I drink water It'll be from your mouth

credits

released December 5, 2013

Piano/Vocals: Julianne Mason
Guitar: Tom Hoy
All Songs written by Julianne Mason
Recorded by Phil Petrie
Mixed and Mastered by Phil Petrie
Album Cover Art by Colleen Kong-Savage
Page design by Mark Hallam

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Julianne Mason New York, New York

contact / help

Contact Julianne Mason

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Julianne Mason, you may also like: