I Am Sun Girl

by Julianne Mason

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released June 19, 2017

All songs written and arranged by Julianne mason
Album produced by Andrew Parsegian
Recorded by Andrew Tomassi at Bedford Studios

Lead vocals and piano: Julianne Mason
Backup vocals: Liz Coonan and Zoe Wickham
Saxophone: Taylor Field
Bass: Carlo Valte
Drums: Shannon Minor

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Track Name: I Am Sun Girl
You got another woman
She's like a professor
I don't give a shit about professors

Because I am Sun Girl
All rays kissing me everyday

You looked me in the eye
And said, girl, the way you feel about me
Is not the way I feel
Sorry, I'm just trying to be real

But I am Sun Girl
Got off that business class section of the airplane
Ran straight into the arms of the prairie
It embraced me like a lover
Conversation unnecessary

In my dream I was old
I didn't wanna die
I was looking for you
So much fear inside
But then I realized

That I am Sun Girl

First thing in the morning
Last thing in the evening
Track Name: Two Faced Motherfucker
You two faced motherfucker
What have you done?
You wanted to just take a walk
But you killed everyone

Your coat is black so is your hat
How you going to get out of an outfit like that?

You two faced motherfucker
You don't even know
You told me you were the son of the devil
You don't have to convince me of anything you say
I know and I know and I know and I know that you know

Your coat is black so is your hat
How you going to get out of an outfit like that?

And I'm so nauseous when I think about where you used to fit
Might have to do a little killing myself come to think of it

Your coat is black so is your hat
How you going to get out of an outfit like that?

Your coat is blue but your hat is black
It's scary to see a crazy man's sanity
Track Name: Aries
At first glance there is no other
No effort needed nothing to uncover
But then coming out of the ground
Lines and spirals reach and wrap around
But that's just the effect
What happens to the light when it approaches death
She does not know yet

You are the impulse and the action
You are the gut the ground's your traction
Fuck them all
What's their reaction?
It occurs after you leave
You are the impulse now let them grieve

Back on sight is the demand
The vein grips and tells the hand
That frozen in the mind
Is the rush of constantly freeing just in time
Never before and never again
Everything that's been has been wiped from her chin
Expertly cleared and clearing to win
She is the course and the source of the break
On the skirt of the change the sensation of fate

You are the impulse and the action
You are the gut the ground's your traction
Fuck them all
What's their reaction?
It occurs after you leave
You are the impulse now let them grieve
Track Name: Taurus
Come to me full of muscle, full of cum, full of subtle
Change and depth
Full of spoils I have not reaped the benefits of yet

Plenty of people have made love before
But I've curated these coins outside my door
And if you wanna be the one to ride the prize
Clean and dress my bloody sides

Come to me full of muscle, full of cum, full of subtle
Change and depth
Full of spoils I have not reaped the benefits of yet

Plenty of people have made love before
But I've curated these coins outside my door
And if you wanna be the one to ride the prize
Clean and dress my bloody sides

If pain is an illusion, if touch is an illusion, if love is an illusion, a sensual illusion, then this cape is an illusion, your fork is an illusion, my horse is an illusion, this dinner is an illusion

Ghost of me talk to me I know you're enlightening but your cape is in my bowl
Track Name: I'm a Bad Bad Girl
Underneath of my prayers
There's a little fine line
You could give me yours
But I can't tell you mine
I did away with my sins
So I could live forever
I'd keep my soul to myself tucked tight in my pants but it's balmy weather

I'm a bad bad girl

I'm rough on my feet
But I'm soft in my chest
Regarding the future
I'm headed there next
I laid on my stomach
With a fist on my brain
God said, "Julianne, come and find me"
I couldn't resist so I said, "okay"

I'm a bad bad girl

I know my planets
I've studied my fate
I'm like a scholar at home with my kids
Give me the gods, God, cause I've already let myself in

I am the sun
Got another one too
It's buried deep in my heart except though I left some out for you
How would I know?
Who would I be?
Without a hole to crawl home to, Julianne, your cool suede jacket starts to feel kinda lonely

I'm a bad bad girl
Track Name: I Was on the Street Some
Saw your face
And then I didn't see it again for 3 months time
And in that time
And in that time

I was on the street some I was in my house some
I was on the subway platform or goin for a run
I didn't have an airplane or a call to make or an interest in a conversation to fake
There was a spring feeling in the air
And you were way across the line over there
I didn't know what I had I think I remember that

And the clouds rolled up in the heavens like from on a scale of 1 to 10 that time back then was an 11
It could last
It could last
What's in the past is not the past
It's alive
I touch myself with it all the time

Baby please, baby please

I was on the street some I was in my house some I was on a subway platform or goin for a run I didn't have an airplane or a call to make or an interest in a conversation to fake
Track Name: I Need to Rain Myself
Get it on a plane
Like your were my dad
Complicate my game
Best stuff I ever had
Best stuff I ever had

Just like it how you'd fuck me
But I don't wanna tell you
I'm keeping it a secret
You just do what you wanna do
No I don't wanna tell you
I don't wanna say
What is on your mind
I kinda like your place
I kinda like your place

I need to rain myself
All over
This ground is dry
It didn't take much courage
Just a little flexing of my muscle

Writing stupid songs
Without a lot of feeling
These guys love running it into the ground
I'm just staring at the ceiling
I get so nervous
I don't believe myself
I wanna push in a direction
As if all that could help

I need to rain myself
All over
This ground is dry
It didn't take much courage

Need to take some time
Go and take a walk
Maybe stay inside
Replace my flower pots
Need to hold you close
Kiss you on your lips
You could put it in a song
Or you could

But I need to rain myself
All over
This ground is dry
It didn't take much courage
Track Name: I Want to Tell My Fellow Werewolf that he is not the Sun and I am not the Earth
How can they do it?
Doesn't the sun miss me?
Don't the birds miss me?
The constellations when they are hovering way over in the lower part of the sky
Don't they miss the big full arc they make over me
Why leave when I can see?

You should tell your fellow werewolf that he is not the sun and you are not the earth

But who witnesses it elsewhere?
I'll be they don't care like I care
Oh can't they tell the difference in their audience?
If when the blue bird returns I thaw if when the sun returns I cry
If when the stars change my fingertips open up and out shoot the fireworks of my heart
Why do they leave?
Is my love not enough?
My gratitude expressed in my performance in my response in my endurance what I am able to feel
Need you leave and take it all from me?

You should tell your fellow werewolf that he is not the sun and you are not the earth

But you don't suffer like I do do you?
You seem so constant so purposeful so measured so stately so controlled so resigned
And yet you pour out your warmth onto the entire surface of my being and I am warmed
And awakened
I let out my love I let oxygen escape I let it go free I let it rush to you
And skate all over my skin
Don't we dance? Is this not a dance? I caress my foundation
I caress my everything before you beneath you
In the feel of you are you here do you need my movement too?
Don't you live to see me writhe and come to life?

You should tell your fellow werewolf that he is not the sun and you are not the earth

But what if I didn't?
You come and go like a pendulum
Dependably
Removed

It is not you!
It cannot be you!
You are an uneven form if you are at all
So where does your light go when the sun goes where does your warmth go?
I turn away
Dependably
Reflexively
Nearly in my sleep I roll over into the dark

No, it is not me!
My form is uneven if it is at all!

Our forms are
Roving roving roving roving

I want to tell my fellow werewolf that he is not the sun and I am not the earth!

So it is not you who leaves, it's not me who turns away
We are uneven forms!
Restless forms!
Responsive forms!
Reactive forms!
Contactive forms!

Let's find each other!
Track Name: Airplanes Airports
There's a lot of layers between you and me and my moon
But I'm sensitive to my surroundings
So don't walk away too soon

Got a tough exterior
Can't seem to crack it myself
So I keep an assistant up on the high shelf

Got a lot of old friends now
I can get nostalgic for them
Anyway, okay, anyhow

Airplanes Airports
Strangers rapport
A solo man on the move
On his worst day
Only a little blue

But man you're not like me
The sky the birds the grass the trees
You've got a level head with a violent bent
You've seen things I've never dreamnt

Cut yourself free
Come roam, I mean, what's stopping you really

Man I got a few responsibilities too
But I don't wanna go there
You know I admire what you do

Airplanes Airports
Strangers rapport
A solo man on the move
On his worst day
Only a little blue